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this blog doesnt really have a purpose. apologies if that bothers you.
sometimes i dont use punctuation
whatever
an infamous tale of boy meets girl
oh the infamous ongoing tale of boy meets girl. to be honest there are too many told nowadays and i find myself doubting everything. what i become in a relationship, everything i share, everything i withhold, and everything i leave behind when its over. i doubt myself being right for that individual and as i become more vulnerable i scramble to change everything it was that the other person began to love in the first place. i truly become this embarassing, fumbling, nervous wreck of the person i used to be.
ive decided that society thinks too much. yes many might argue that comment lacks a lot, but i honestly miss trusting my gut. i used to lead my life trusting, but then i got these thoughts implemented into my head that i must go over and analyze, judge, and change everything about the relationship. i somehow started distrusting the other persons motives, character, likes and dislikes, and telling myself that either they were just wrong for me or that they would do something terrible to me. but living in fear has made me so tired.
but, im determined that i am changing that. im with someone i really and honestly love who i am around and each step back is negated by about eight steps forward and to me, thats a bloody exciting sign. im ready to be that girl again. that girl whose life was full of passion, trust, excitement, and discovering. the girl who knew that if something went terribly wrong in her relationships she would move on and be just fine (without having to remind herself of that constantly). the girl who lived.
familydinners
i have the fam over for dinner. its always so nice to have your loved ones nearby for some good food.
